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Tuesday, December 7
Juz came back from prom, wa super tired... maybe its bcos i slept onli 5 hrs yesterday, or rather this morning... Cos yesterday nite go DW hse eat steamboat until very late, in the end decide to juz sleepover lor... Actually i didn't really wanna sleepover, cos i cant fall asleep at ppl's hse one, and i onli have 2 more times to sleep on my own bed, in my own room... But anyway since nobody was leaving with me and sharing the cab fare, in the end stayed up to play NFSU the whole nite with KL lor...
Then after tat go home sleep liao then received a sms when i woke up... Woah!!! I can get to fetch her to the prom!!! Wow i was prepared to be rejected yet another time but this was really really fantastic news for me... So i set out to look as presentable as i can for the prom... Borrowed a blazer from DW's dad... abit tight but still can wear la, then i decided to wear a t-shirt instead of my checkered shirt inside, and boy oh boy tat looked much nicer... The comments given by DW, KKK and TYS at the prom certainly made me more sure that i had made the right combination of attire...
Then the prom started, with a wacky emcee... who announced that the top lucky draw prize was a trip to thailand for 2, by air.......... con bus... Wah lao eh, like not lame sia... But the prize turned out to be a digital camera instead, and guess who won it? He Shuming... Like not lucky... Haiz went home empty handed... Then thought i could sent her home again after the prom, but she left with my other classmates without telling me, while i was busy taking photos with ODAC ppl, sian... the feeling of being left alone at the Shang-gri La hotel sucks really... In the end took a cab home by myself......
Yea think i saw the last of her alady... the next time will prob be on results day... think she looked gorgeous today... Dunno why, i still cant let go of her... HAIZ... enlistment is very very soon now... cannot imagine myself running my lungs out at Tekong, think i will miss home... am i really so useless???
Juz got reminded of this song by Westlife, "If I Let You Go":
[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
[Mark:]
The courage to show
to letting you knowI
've never felt so much love before
[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?
[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask,
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know[Shane:] if I let you go ?
[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh
[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh
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1:46 AM
